Frances Bean Cobain marked the 30th anniversary of her father Kurt Cobain s death with a heartfelt and somber tribute.

On Friday, the artist and model shared a series of throwback photos of her dad including two she described as the last time we were together, showing her alongside him as a baby on Instagram with a lengthy note reflecting on her personal grief.

I wish I couldve known my Dad, wrote Frances Bean Cobain, whose mother is musician Courtney Love. I wish I knew the cadence of his voice, how he liked his coffee or the way it felt to be tucked in after a bedtime story. I always wondered if he wouldve caught tadpoles with me during the muggy Washington summers, or if he smelled of Camel Lights & strawberry nesquik (his favorites, Ive been told).

Now 31, Frances Bean Cobain was just a year old when her father died. Still, she said shes found deep wisdom in having experienced the loss of a loved one at an early age.